Day 59

Day 59

I wonder if you have answered my question yet if you have any dates missing since May 29^th. Cause I have never and will never skip a day. I always thought that I was as picky as thinking about 1 in 100 girls were good looking but it must be 1 in a higher number. This mazazine here has an article called 100 hometown hotties and not one single one did I find remotely attractive. Anyway so hey It’s Shawn’s Bday!

            Hey I was thinking since you won’t exercise another thing you can do that relieves stress and energizes the body is stretch. There may even be more benefits to stretching than exercise such as: circulation, flexibility, stress relief, well pretty much all the things that the chiropractors say-but it’s free and has long-term benefits that progress as you continue day by day. When you are watching TV you can do this wonderfully healthy activity. Google “stretching techniques”. Trust me-you do it for ten to fifteen minutes a day you will be addicted to how it loosens you up. K, well hopefully I sold it enough-at least try it.

           

            Anyway I miss how you use to say “do you kiss?” Funny that you never noticed that I never turned down kissing you for over a year. I LOVE to kiss since I turned thirty I think. You are a good kisser and your mouth always tastes delicious. I could smell your saliva on my mouth after making out and it was always such a cute smell-I miss it. I also really miss looking into your eyes up close-your classic beauty made me all googly. Let’s also not forget that my hands are achey for your cool, silky hair. If we had a few seconds alone right now I would put my face up to yours and look into your smiley eyes, run my hand up through your hair, gently clutch it in the back and give you a slow kiss on the mouth. When you come to visit in August I forget the rules but I think it’s a quick hug and kiss.

            I am in silence now with loud abrupt and annoying laughing erupting every 2 minutes as the holmes listens to a morning show on his headphones with DJ Justice. It actually can make me jump cause it’s all peaceful and then BOOM!

            Yeah so I finally left the room after five days to go to the cages.

There are only about 8 or 9 dudes outside in the cages. Anyway so this Mexican in his 40’s takes out his thing and starts whipping it around. When all the inmates start yell-laughing he starts spanking his crank and laughing. No one really tripped-just thought it was funny. See what animals dudes have become in the hole?

            Anyway so from what I am hearing if I’m still in here in August you should maybe wait til I’m out for a visit. In the SHU there is no contact and we’re separated by a Plexiglas with the little holes for talking and it’s only a two hour visit instead of one and it’s by appointment only. I also need to get permission from the lieutenant. It also is one visit-so like you couldn’t come back the next day if you stayed in LA-read more about SHU visits on BOP.gov. Hopefully I will be out of here by then though but you never know with this place. They follow their OWN rules in here.

            So got your letter from June 18-21^st. Terminal Island doesn’t have mail service on Sat and Sun. Anyway when I said you sounded healthier I was responding to the letter that came after the sad one so I’m pretty sure it was the Sac w/Sunny one. Haven’t got the book yet. Why? Did the post person say how long it would take? Maybe there’s a longer process for boxes here.

            Can you google “gas in the brain” cause it’s coming more often since the hole. They just now left me in the shower for 45 minutes and I was having that air in the brain thing. If the docs at UC Davis don’t believe me then these fools here in medical wont. I would only be able to tell it to this PA who’s jaded and apathetic. Enough burps and the headache quickly subsides. There is ALWAYS burps preceding these quick severe  headaches.